Sunday, August 30, 2015

They say when hands fall too short it’s the heart that goes the distance… But you’re too far, even for my heart. And tomorrow even if our orbits clash, we’ll still be on the opposite sides of the sun… Walking the same path, chasing the same dreams, like strangers…

You’re gone, and I know it’s forever…

Saturday, August 29, 2015

Some point in life I’ll take you through my maze of thoughts…Open the folds of every letter, take you through every word… As you run your fingers over my wrinkles, I’ll iron out the creases that ruined the fabric of our dreams. As the clock ticks, I’ll make you see all the moments I had safely set aside only for your eyes…

In the hope that you’ll understand why I did what I had to, many years ago...

Thursday, August 27, 2015

Stumbled upon some good posts - 3

Don’t be selfish. If you do not love the way her hair curls at the ends or her nose wrinkles when she laughs then let her go. If you don’t see her as a fucking masterpiece then let her go, because someone else will. Don’t be selfish. If you don’t love the way she sneezes or the way she dribbles the toothpaste down her chin when she brushes her teeth then let her go. If your heart doesn’t almost beat out of your chest when you wake up and the first thing you see is her soundly... sleeping on your shoulder. Someone else would kill for that. Being with someone when you know you don’t love them is cruel. It’s not only cruel it’s holding them back from someone that could give them everything. Someone that feels waves breaking in their ribcage when they see her walk around the corner. Someone that has had the worst of days, but rainbows suddenly appear at the thought of her. Someone who hears the sound of her voice and it soothes the darkest of nightmares. If that is not you, let her go. She is wonder, she is magic, she deserves someone who believes that every single day, not just on certain days.

- Anonymous (via Tumblr)

Saturday, August 15, 2015

In moments of grief, I have placed one of my hands over the other. In times of victory I have patted my own back. Through lonely nights, I have snuggled up to myself. Through moods of romance, I have run my fingers through my hair, traced my skin. In moments of sorrow, I have wiped my tears. On happy days, I have laughed with myself. In times of luxury, I have pampered myself. In states of panic, I have calmed myself down. When I felt helpless, I surrendered to the Universe.
Who says I am incomplete without you?
Yes you stood by me, but not through it all.

Thursday, August 13, 2015

I'm learning to accept myself. Learning to cope with my flaws. Training myself that I can't please them all but at least do my best. That's what I did. And that's what I'll continue to do. My ways are different from yours, but that does not make me a horrible or selfish person. I just love myself a lot more than you. Your codes and ethics are not what I walk on. Your choices are not what I meekly submit to. Compromise is not a term in my dictionary. And even though I'm a rebel to your wishes I still care a lot more for you than you could ever imagine, immune to your disbelief.

With that, I'm on my way to live my dreams. To bring myself the happiness and peace I deserved. To be resurrected and redeemed.

Thank you Angel, I know you prayed hard for me, for this to happen. And I'll make you proud.

#feelingblessed #oneweektobliss