Tuesday, September 25, 2012


And one day you pay for your ignorance, for your stone-heartedness.
You realize that you are a human, with emotions, with feelings.. with a mind full of memories.
And however much you try, this realization does not let you escape. 
It forgives, but does not forget and no amount of brainwashing can wipe the slate clean

Wonder how some people move on and forget their loved ones who are no more. 

Wonder how some people cast away relationships like pebbles. 
Don't they have a heart? Does it not hurt them to discard a part of their own?

I give up. You're still a part of me. 

But don't worry, it's my problem, and I won't bother you. It's not your fault.
You have a better life ahead. 

Dido's song playing in my head... and it's just how exactly I feel...

"I know you think that I shouldn't still love you, 
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it 
where's the sense in that? 

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder 
Or return to where we were 

And when we meet 
Which I'm sure we will 
All that was there
Will be there still 
I'll let it pass 
And hold my tongue 
And you will think 
That I've moved on.... 

I will go down with this ship 
And I won't put my hands up and surrender 
There will be no white flag above my door 
I'm in love and always will be "

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Anonymous said...

For some reason these lines from Tears in Heaven by Eric Clapton started playing in my mind while reading your post...

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart,
have you begging please...begging please

Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven...

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