Thursday, June 9, 2011

Low lower lowest

The world is pissed at me

I am pissed at my life...

Nevermind... do I even have one anymore?
Matter of a few days, I keep reminding myself.

What have I been in the past few days. A loner who goes to work, laughs, makes calls, tolerates tantrums, works on a stupid software all day long for 10 hours straight and gets home to grab a quick bite and snooze.

Whose life am I living?
Whose shoes am I trying to fit myself into?

I want myself....back....desperately!