Pages were rushing in glee as he switched off the fan. If only time could fly like those pages. On the contrary, it was time after all. Time locked in a diary. He sifted through random leafs of paper, and paused. It read,
"Feb 08 2006"
"The TV industry suffered a huge loss in the form of the untimely demise of Kuljeet Randhawa. The 26 year old actress was found hanging from the ceiling fan in her Juhu apartment at 7:30pm in the evening by her maid. She was rushed to Cooper hospital but declared dead on admission. The police ascertains the cause of death as asphyxiation due to strangulation. A suicide note was found at the scene of crime. Foul play has been ruled out."
"How unexpected! Didn't she for once think that she was a role model to many. That countless loved her and that she had a bright future. Her family, shattered. Why is suicide the 'only' form of escape? What leads to it? Loneliness, a lot of guts, circumstances... Is it a compulsion of the mind and heart? I guess I would never know."
Today, 9th Jan 2010, almost 4 years later, as he held that rope in his hand...
He knew the reason.